He used the knife to spread
honey on her hot-cakes.
An unattractive tool,
with worn wooden grip,
and flat brass studs
holding the nicked blade
in place. A special tool,
placed beside her Grandpa’s plate
for every meal,
because he would use no other.
In flashes of memory
she glimpses a shiny steel blade
dripping amber drops of liquid gold,
as Grandpa spread and cut
the contents of her plate.
Honey has never tasted as sweet
as when spread with that old knife
nor hot-cakes tasted the same
as when cut with that worn blade.
Last week he left this world,
and wanting a token that would
remind her of him,
Someone, unaware of what it meant,
and thinking it was useless,
threw it in a box of trash.
Today she searched that box
until she caught sight
of a tarnished blade.
Tomorrow, an old knife,
hot-cakes and honey,
will bring back remembered taste,
and memories of Grandpa
8/30/92 Phyllis DeWitt VanVleck
My husband had a butcher knife that he always used to spread butter, make sandwiches or whatever was needed. One of his granddaughter’s asked for that knife when Harold died. I hated to give it up but I let her take it. This is a photo of Harold with her third born son (named Roy Harold Wells-St. Clair) after his grandfather and great-grandfather. I miss her children. I miss my granddaughter and I even miss my husband’s knife.